26.4.10

留名

在數星期之前,我回到柴灣食飯既時候。阿媽就同我講:“下個星期返黎幫我填張FORM,房屋署既”。我當然都係答句:“好呀”。其實呢張FORM,我上年,上上年,上上上年。。。都係咁填。我當然知道係咩FORM。

接着的週未,我又返到柴灣食飯。阿媽又同我講:“下個星期返黎幫我填張FORM,房屋署既”。我當然都仲係答句:“好呀”。

再接着的週未,我返到柴灣食飯。阿媽同我講:“下個星期返黎幫我填張FORM,房屋署既”。我就答佢:“不如宜家填啦”。咁阿媽就拎左呢張入息審查/申報表出黎俾我填喇。表上大致都同報稅表差不多,有地方俾每一個住客填月入既。除此之外,仲有一個列表,計算高收入住戶的限制。

我填既時候就提我阿媽話:“我宜家既收入,我地要交一倍半既租金架喇咼”。(其實,呢件事我上年已經提過。)咁阿媽就拎返張FORM,左睇右睇,睇個列表係咪有問題。我見咁情況,就同阿媽講:“不如除左我個名啦,留返係度其實都冇用。我吾會因為咁會有公屋住架咼。”我見佢冇反應,就再話:“咁仲填吾填呀?”

咁阿媽就話:“你等我諗吓,下個星期返黎先填啦。”我有D冇引既同時,走之前就再問:“其實你有咩要考慮呢?我留住個名,吾代表我會返黎住架咼。”阿媽冇理我。我再話:“如果我要走左去,你留住我個名都係冇用架咼。”
我見阿媽冇咩引,我就問佢:“咁果時點解你俾阿哥除左個名丫?”
咁阿媽就話:“係房屋署要佢地除左個名既,佢結婚嘛。”
我話:“有D咁既事?”“你加埋阿哥阿嫂個名入黎添丫(笨)”

咁就係呢個我同阿媽咁典型既爭吵之中,我居然爆出一句咁既說話:“其實冇野值得你擔心,你除左我個名個個月慳返幾百蚊又好,你要KEEP住個名又好,多左果幾百蚊我俾都好,我都咁支持你架。”“但係間屋個名係你架嘛,你想點你話事啦。”
我見阿媽個樣GUR哂,就再話:“咁你諗諗啦,下個星期返黎,你話我知你想點啦。”

24.4.10

要求

“我自問好努力,但都達吾到你要求”
簡單一句話,已足以傷透我的心。
我的要求是什麼?

12.4.10

再會

等了良久的再會,估不到一切都來得這樣淡然。再一步便是夫婦的人們,竟可以這樣地閒話家常。在接着的一整個下午,工作都變得酸溜溜的。可讓我放半天假嗎?

8.4.10

8 Apr

8 Apr 1981 is the date of birth of helium.
8 Apr 2009, I stopped my blogging.
8 Apr 2010, I decided to continue, as I have learnt to trust.
8 Apr 2010 is my examination date as well...

8.4.09

Thumbdive a better option?

Whenever people asked me "Why are you disappearing from facebook?", I always responded "I don't want a friend list of 300, but a group of 50 real friends".

Some said that I am greedy to target on 50 real friends, but I think this is just a modest number. I do target to have 500 real friends.

Some are also suffered from or even deleted by fb, well, maybe we are just not the ones who can really enjoy the fb.

When I was walking around the yahoo someday, I found thumbdive to be selected by Apple. I then sent my request on joining, let's see how it's going.

8.3.09

緣份遊戲

這麼多年都很喜歡玩這樣的一個遊戲, 每當我知道佢喺自己附近既時候, 我都會去四處遊走, 似是要試着測着什麼的.
每一次, 我都會見倒佢, 有的時候, 佢都會見倒我, 大多數都見不到. 從遠處觀望, 總是好像一位守護者似的, 感覺很是有趣.
可惜, 今天的緣份遊戲卻不太是味兒. 為什麼我會拒絕了友人們的飯後相聚, 為什麼你總是先做決定. 簡單的抱抱真的能解決問題嗎? 你又有認真的每字每句去明白嗎?
夠了, 真的是自討沒趣. 我想我不是一個這樣的人.

25.2.09

I am not happy

Because I don't want to have argument with anyone, but I had a lot.
Because I know that I am always being subjective.
Because I know that I am stubborn.
Because I hate argument.